happy days

too lil time. but lovely overall, and very much familiar.



waitin' for niels @ Merianplatz

met up with friends, denatl appointment, shopping (COS and Comptoir des Cotonniers come to Vienna! NOW), lunch, picnic, and then there was the wedding
look:




i wore a fancy hat and 10 EUR high waist trousers!

there's not really much to update on, right?

malta was lovely, but cold. the maltese are kind, little round creatures, generally oozing happiness friendliness.probably due to one of the best cakes know to mankind, a HONEYRING.

we've bought enough to last us a lifetime. only i found a worm in one of mine.
and cutest buses.


you pay some 67 cent for a two hour drive.


it made me realize again how gray and gloomy these teutonic cities are.
i still complain about vienna. i miss everything from frankfurt, even rewe. how bizzare is that.


anyway,
plans to go to frankfurt end of march have been dropped
in favour of
Dubai
(work, some pleasure)
i'm starting a trainer certification program and feeling kind of excited about it
went through some self-assessment tests today and it turns out i'm a both COMPROMISING and COOPERATIVE. Not sure one needs those qualities in a trainer.
Anyway, that's work.
Apart from that I am immensely looking fw to spring and them lil rays of sunshine we've been getting. aND THIS we's gonna be lovely, as weekends should.
So hurrah.

Unrelated,
there's a wedding in July and I'm dead set on wearing this

lazy. cold. heavy on the top.

i've become a serious aida fan.





apart from that and monday being cruel, i'm on the up (hopes). though i still seem to be late for work every morning. it takes ages to actually get up and go. i've taken desperate measures (hence the wake up light) and stocked on grains, brown rice, bulgur, the lot. as of today.

in more exciting news,
i got busted for having no ticket although honestly i thought i had one. i had one, but then i seem to have dropped it somewhere. i was dead certain i had it on me, the guy did believe me, nevertheless had no pity on me. so i've been sulking ever since.
to make things worse, i tried to make pizza but somehow it did not work out so i sulked even more. buckwheat flour is a bitch!

we've been reading loads and eating and drinking coffee and not really socializing much. i'm behind on almost everything social incl. writing emails and birthday cards. it's been one looonng winter.

i miss frankfurt a lot. i had no idea i was so happy back there.



malta in 13 days! yay!

can't move. don't wanna move.

i'm getting worked up about sth that's gonna come in two years and while i know tis stupid and one should seize the day, huh? i simply cannot bear to move again. i don't wanna move. punkt.
it's been bothering me for a while now, can't seem to shake it off.
i'm not sure i like vienna, i don't, but i cannot move.
i miss frankfurt, loads, but i don't even wanna move back there.
nuff said
been actually thinkin lots of frankfurt, and not sure what i miss exactly, but mostly i miss saturdays with marion and justus and going out dancing and that little square eiserne hand X weberstr and not sure what else, but missing it a lot.
on a brighter side, am getting a lil better. started walking everywhere (movement! yay!) and drinking kukicha tea and sticking refrigerated spoons onto my eyelids.



and i bought the whole vitamin E range and a new pillow (hirse!). and a wake up light. you see, been getting really desperate.

highligh of today: TODDLA T on radio 1 and maki for dinner

home&away

this summer has been one great big adventure.






i leave in two days.

heatwave

most wonderful SCORCHING weather today and a quiet day in the park (no kids).
marion reading psychologie heute, me interrupting reading ads from Grindr and making lists.
back in the flat boxes are piling up and the whole place stinks of cardboard.

pimms in the evening, park tomorrow and then a mid week hiatus to berlin.
i have it all.


apart from this lad from cork

Dornbusch romance

on me way to work this morning i saw the most peculiar thing!

peculiar as in sweet&cute albeit in frankfurt terms of sweet&cute, which means also a bit bizzare, but overall hey! thumbs up.
a plain white A4 stating in print that she (blue shirt, black skirt, short brown hair, reading a magazine) saw him (grey tie, blue shirt, light brown hair) on Juli, 5th at 8:05 waiting for U1 and that she would much prefer if he would mail her.
somewhat too much in-your-face, not so charming, impersonal, but nevertheless cute.


not nearly as cute as this one though:






cafecantona, leipzig
Gästebucheintrag von _mila am 8.9.2008 13:50:39
möchte wissen
wie der nette kellner heisst
dunkle haare, groß, zurückhaltend und trotzdem präsent..

doof hier? nee..mutig.

jut.




or this one

Tuesday, April 6, 2010
-w4m - 28 (Chelsea)
You: tall, brown hair, incredibly voluminous moustache, blue/green checkered shirt
Me: tall, blonde, wearing all black and Burberry rain boots
I boarded the uptown C train at 14th Street at around 10:50 on Tuesday morning. You got off at 23rd. You were staring at me. Hard. You're really really really ridiculously good-looking.


courtesy of http://missedconnectionsny.blogspot.com/

I have never been sent a message like that,
but
after many months of hin und her and almost getting there but not really, I fell quietly out of love on Friday afternoon and it feels good.

baking apples

got soaked too many times today.
this weather is rude and unacceptable for this time of the year and it makes everything so sullen and if i were not too smug to just be home i'd probably wanna top myself (well figuratively speaking).

also if were to stay in frankfurt i'd probably move to ostend and have a crazy big flat with a crazy big balcony. and if i were to study again i'd become an engineer and learn french.

but i ain't.



i ran today and walked loads and somewhere near ostbhf we stumbled into this place again



that was a pretty day back then

early the haste comes// pimms, straw hats and lazy days

reading i-D
having coffee,
but pretending tis pimms



i also wrecked my bike yesterday and broke me bones.

one day i will dye my hair ginger, have my three kids (all boys) and ditch my job and just host dinner parties and paint my nails pink.

well maybe.



sunshine is lovely and wonderful!
& i'm pretty pleased
and much much looking fw to next week (some work, but a lot of play)


till then i continue decluttering and throwing things out and giving them away (i will soon have nothing left to wear) and gotta finally decide on what to cook tonight. i did my homework and got roughly 2 kg of salmon yesterday for which i had to kidnap M's freezer cuz I got none. so now my family of salmon lives across the river.




amazing taste in clothes & mighty hair.

miles&more.

am home and have just had a beer and am happy.

suddenly everything is illuminated.

feldenkrais// i am not a robot

room with mirrors and as if all on acid

can't sleep need sleep
all i can think of is how i start hating traveling and how things could have turned different.

darlin' we've could have been good.

it's spring. let's get SPRUNG

i've been breaking my bad habits.
and it's good.


on a more mundane note,
saturday was just pure weird, sunday's been much nice. woke up in my own bed and the flat smelled of coffee.
further on there's been:

stripey clothes



park, sunshine and trees



and then food