can't move. don't wanna move.

i'm getting worked up about sth that's gonna come in two years and while i know tis stupid and one should seize the day, huh? i simply cannot bear to move again. i don't wanna move. punkt.
it's been bothering me for a while now, can't seem to shake it off.
i'm not sure i like vienna, i don't, but i cannot move.
i miss frankfurt, loads, but i don't even wanna move back there.
nuff said
been actually thinkin lots of frankfurt, and not sure what i miss exactly, but mostly i miss saturdays with marion and justus and going out dancing and that little square eiserne hand X weberstr and not sure what else, but missing it a lot.
on a brighter side, am getting a lil better. started walking everywhere (movement! yay!) and drinking kukicha tea and sticking refrigerated spoons onto my eyelids.



and i bought the whole vitamin E range and a new pillow (hirse!). and a wake up light. you see, been getting really desperate.

highligh of today: TODDLA T on radio 1 and maki for dinner

winter depressed?

Four weeks and we're off to Malta.
Till then :
porridge for breakfast, chicken soup for tea (doctor's orders)
swimming
sauna
and
massage
#middleclassnightmare

blank

am still no fun!
this reminds me v much of the first couple of months after i moved here when i had no willpower/energy to go anywhere after work. twas literally wake up eat work eat sleep. blargh
to top it off, last night i went to dots sushi and it was possibly the WORST dinner experience i've had in vienna. even when booking the table the guy made really bad jokes over the phone. anyway, food was really good...but the service, the atmosphere, the setting, the GUESTS THE GUESTS.....we wanted to go almost immediately but were kind of tired and really wanting sushi.....but in 40 mins we were out. never to come back again.

there you go. yay for friday.

needs coffee

google doesn't provide much results to sauna+exhausted. blargh!
which i very much am.
been meaning to write a proper entry, but erm....been exhausted ever since early Dec.
even went to see the doctor about it, she said i looked radiant.
make up anyone?
(stila illuminating moisturizer that is. thank you very much.)
i should be happy and pleased not sluggish and slow.
blargh again.
+ include:
: Feldsalad! 5 bags of it
: carob spread! yay!
: drivinschool! (staring Tuesday)
: Malta in exactly f i v e weeks. OhMy!
: DanielCraig as JamesBond

i love JamesBond, all of 'em.